Monday, April 27, 2009

One More Time, One More Chance

Last night, I dreamt of something from the distant past..

Back when he and I were both still together..

I’m sure it’s because of that bracelet I found yesterday..

Through the act of living itself, sadness piles up here and there..


Even now, i still love you...”

I wrote that in a text message to a man i went out with for 1 month..

But im sure that even if i had writen 1000 text messages back & forth.. My hearts probably wouldn't have moved even 1 centimeter closer..”


Over these past 1 month, I’ve only wanted to move forward & touch which i couldn’t reach..

Though I’ve never been able to tangibly define what it was..

Not knowing where those near-intimidating thoughts came from, i simply continued to study..

As knowing my heart had gradually lost it’s freedom & flexibility in bygone days..

And then one morning, when i realized that i had completely lost my earnest & acute feelings from long ago.. I knew i was at my limit..

Yesterday i dreamt a dream.. A dream from long ago..

Within a dream, the two of us were still together..

Walking around the city with laughing by each other..

In the distance, the lights shimmering in houses were set sparsley, far and wide..

All that was left upon the new day has come..

Just like that..

I wished without hesitation, that one day.. The two of us would be able.. To see the beautiful sky together again..


One More Time, One More Chance -- Yamazaki Masayoshi (Ost. 5 Minutes Per Second)

~Im always searching for you, always searching for your figure..

At the opposite train platform, or through a window into a back alley..

Though there's no way you could be here..

If wishes do come true, i want to be at your side..

There's nothing i cant do..

I'd give up everything to embrace you..

If im just diverting my sadness, anyone will do..

On this night where it seems the stars will fall from the sky, i want to be truthful to myself..

One more time, dont fade away, seasons..

One more time, i want that time when we fooled around together..

~I’m always searching for you, always searching for your figure..

At the intersection or in my dreams.

Though there's no way you could be here..

If miracles do occur, i want to show you now..

The new dawn, how i'll be from now on..

And the words of love i could never tell you..

The memories of summer revolve around me..

And your throbbing heartbeat that suddenly vanished..

~I’m always searching for you, always searching for your figure..

In the city at dawn, or in sakuragi-cho..

Though there's no way you could be here..

If wishes do come true, i want to be at your side..

There's nothing i cant do..

I'd give up everything to embrace you..

I’m always searching for you, always searching for even a fragment of you..

At a store im going to, or in the corner of a newspaper..

Though there's no way you could be here..

If miracles do occur, i want to show you now..

The new dawn, how i'll be from now on..

And the words of love i could never tell you..

I’ll always end up looking somewhere for your smile..

While waiting for the express train, or at a railroad crossing..

Though there's no way you could be here..

If i could live life over again, i would go to your side everytime..

For i want nothing..

More precious than you..




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